Illotic

A powerful way to define a coined or poetic term. In that light, “illotic” could describe something that feels wildly unreal, intoxicating, and mentally consuming — like an illusion so vivid it borders on madness.

“What we had wasn't love — it was illotic, a beautiful madness I mistook for something real.”
“I wasn’t in love with you. I was trapped in something illotic — vivid, unreal, and impossible to hold.”