Don’t look back in anger — A realization that occurs once one is old enough to realize that what you once called some of the worse moments of your
life were actually pretty damn
awesome.
All the times you got your heart broken; and, all of the lovers you used to complained about to your friends while imbibing your favorite “complaint inducing drug of choice” were actually some of the greatest people you ever met during the most amazing part of your
life.
And actually, your heart wasn’t really even really broken yet. That only happens when facing old age, sickness, and
death and watching your friends and frenemies drop
like The Ten Little Indians in the now politically incorrect childhood song.
Everything that has come before was like stretching before a long
run…
…which feels like a too short of a run when you get to this part of the road. Nostalgia isn’t remembering the past; it’s living in the present as an
echo of who you once were.
And if you don’t know what I’m talking about; then don’t worry.
You
will.
Don’t look back in anger. There is something worse than a
lover who drives you crazy; and that’s having no lover at all. There’s something worse than being catcalled on the street by construction workers; and that being invisible to the people who pass you by. It’s
like the man who said: “I used to complain about my missing
finger until I met a man who lost his hand.” I used to complain about my yesterdays until I started running out of tomorrows.
