usually on a butterface, one eye is looking fer ya and the other is looking atcha. may also be associated with blew eyes...one eye blew this way and the other blew that way
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.