To sexually please one's self while hating the object of pleasure. The inevitable result of Heidi Pratt's appearance in Playboy.
by jagnutz August 08, 2009
by NotMyRealNameDerp December 03, 2010
by DJ Spigga 4 Lyfe July 07, 2012
When you hate yourself but don't want to do anything to change so you masterbate to make the pain go away but hate yourself more after.
by Dumpster fire 72 January 03, 2017