The Barbary Macaque is a figment of Megan's imagination, most likely created during a wild acid trip during the summer of 2011. It does not exist, nor is it found anywhere in the country of Spain.
"Only someone with scrambled eggs for a brain would think the Barbary Macaque is real!"
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.