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Benevolent jealousy. Feeling goodwill and happiness for someone because of that person's success, or advantages WHILE simultaneously desiring the same success or advantages (often followed by "of")
I am so benelous of her new 6-figure job in Hawaii.
The relationship between the characters Buffy and Angelus in Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Super-complicated, love-hate, kinda violent. Also called B/Aus, and commonly used in fanfiction.