Contivita: is a form of enlightenment obtained by ones self. It's when your at one with the universe. It's similar to Krishna consciousness, with out association to a religion. We might all use paganism in our day to day life without being aware of it. The same goes with Contivita.
A form of Contivita has been observed in animals as well as humans. It relates directly with conatavitaya, a firm religious combined stance.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.