Eguls is a reversed Tagalog word of "Luge" meaning poor (or lost idk the correct thing), It is used for different things. Games, Conversations, And just your normal life.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.