Verb meaning to do ratchet shit as a prerequisite to a come up. To con, hustle, or get over.
"Yo I had to shindizzle my pay stubs to qualify for that apartment. "
"Sooo, Im so broke that I had to return these shoes I wore to the job interview. So I shindizzled at the store and said "They looked worn so I'm bringing them back" lmao. You gotta do what you gotta do."
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.