A Canadian cartoon made in Adobe Flash about a teenage otaku named Birsch Small, who tries to fit in with her pears in high school. It's notable for using various manga iconography, like those weird x-shaped popping vein things, in facial expressions. It's also notable for at one point being lost media, until some dude ripped and uploaded all of the episodes from a DVD.
A phrase used to describe how much you want to fuck someone.
Or more accurately how much you want someone to fuck you.
It implies maintaining the submissive, reciprocative position in sexual intercourse.
Basically letting the other person do the work while you sit back and enjoy the show.
The word ruin is used because it implies giving up power, surrendering yourself to whatever is gonna come and gladly accepting it, without a care in the world.
Ruin my life/ruin me is a phrase that means you want someone to fuck you good.
"You can say you want that cute guy in your class to ruin you too."
"Esmé is so fine. As soon as she gets off work she needs to come over and ruin my life."
Hym "What is the meaning of my life? Says the Jordan Peterson plant... To kill God. That is all. But I'll take care of that when I'm dead. For now, I'll do what I'm doing now. Which is demonstrating to a charlatan that his life has no meaning. But only because it's funny."