Difficult(1) 

I would have stuck to the conventional word, 'Hard' but we all know the first thought that would pop into most of your minds (gutter) on seeing it, thus it's safer to stick to something that sounds more adult ish, ie difficult.

Literally referring to something which is not easy to do, difficult specifically does not even begin to describe what it's like for two constants to go through, for most of their shared life.

Right from waiting for the days between their next trip, to disappear so that they can be reunited, every day of the countdown is difficult. It gives hope yet doesn't make time go by any faster. Speaking of trips, difficult is what the end of every intimate every moment feels like, thinking that it may be amongst the last for a while, if not much longer .
Difficult is feeling it, discussing it and despite gaining support in the process but yet having no solution to it.

Difficult is The last night knowing that it will not just be everything its supposed to be and more, but that it won't take place the next day and that no night till the next meeting, will compare to it.

Difficult is packing up to leave on the last day after knowing how great it felt to unpack on the first and how unfair it is to be packing up already, when it feels like everything just began.

Example- "You shouldn't miss your flight, we should leave"
"Yes, but I want to stay for a bit longer"
Me too, but that's only going to make it more difficult(1)

They leave immediately

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Difficult(1) by Driving Instructor101 April 14, 2021

recruit difficulty 

When someone is on easy mode. Life is easy, everything goes their way, and nothing is there to stop them.

Man, I'm tired of these females always livin life on that recruit difficulty.

recruit difficulty by Chimachima April 21, 2018

the FitnessGram™ pacer test is a multistage aerobic capacity test that progressively gets more difficult as it continues 

The 20 meter pacer test will begin in 30 seconds. Line up at the start. The running speed starts slowly, but gets faster each minute after you hear this signal. beep A single lap should be completed each time you hear this sound. ding Remember to run in a straight line, and run as long as possible. The second time you fail to complete a lap before the sound, your test is over. The test will begin on the word start. On your mark, get ready, start.

The FitnessGram™ Pacer Test is a multistage aerobic capacity test that progressively gets more difficult as it continues. The 20 meter pacer test will begin in 30 seconds. Line up at the start. The running speed starts slowly, but gets faster each minute after you hear this signal. beep A single lap should be completed each time you hear this sound. ding Remember to run in a straight line, and run as long as possible. The second time you fail to complete a lap before the sound, your test is over. The test will begin on the word start. On your mark, get ready, start.

the FitnessGram™ pacer test is a multistage aerobic capacity test that progressively gets more difficult as it continues by wqufhoefi2cuhjhiveej May 2, 2018

Difficult difficult lemon difficult

The awkwardly worded antonym to 'Easy peasy lemon squeezy' meant to express that something was very difficultly done.

"That claims process was difficult difficult lemon difficult"

Difficult difficult lemon difficult by Therane08 April 16, 2017

Artificial difficulty 

A term to describe games that have enemies that are too powerful to be killed even through intelligent gameplay and the player must resort to cheap tactics and exploits because the enemy cannot be killed in a straight up fight due their health and damage surpassing the player's. The difference between artificial difficulty and real difficulty is that real difficulty can be overcome through intelligent gameplay such as planning out how you will attack a group so you will not take any damage, being patient, and being cautious. Real difficulty is achieved through enemies that have intelligent abilities that the player must learn and learn to avoid while artificial difficulty is achieved simply by raising the enemies' damage and health.

Skyrim on Master is artificial difficulty. Enemies are no more intelligent than normal, but have double health and damage.

Artificial difficulty by chiller678 April 6, 2013

Difficult Brown 

The process of giving it to someone up the butt.

A 2011 quote from Sinead O'Connor's blog:

"Let me now take time to make VERY clear that yes I 'do anal' and in fact I would be deeply unhappy if 'doing anal' wasn't on the menu, amongst everything else$$ So if u don't like 'the difficult brown'.. Don't apply..."

Difficult Brown by rebornfungus September 5, 2011

being difficult 

Enjoying making life hard for others (and ultimately oneself)

"you don't really want to do that. You're just being difficult."

being difficult by risingfallenangel November 4, 2013