A special kind of fucked up is when you and your life are and have become so fucked up mentally and physically that that u are unable to be discribed in any sane or unsane way by both the sane and unsane yes ur a special kind of fucked up.
When something is so fucked up bad terrible unexsplainable and indescribable mentally emotionally or physicallyby any means know to man at this piont in time it becomes a special kind of fucked up
Ryan had an 76 IQ. Ryan killed 5 members of his family receiving five death sentences. Years later Ryan screamed when he saw the electic chair as entered the death chamber. He shouted, "The guards promised him a special poptard breakfast not a permanent nap".
12 step recovery jargon referring to someone new who talks about how great life is, now that they'resober. Usually meaning that the person is out of touch with reality.
The new guy seems pretty happy for a dude who has no job, no money and no family. He must be on a pink cloud.