Only this morning attempting to meditate and unclick the unclickable .. and realised and also the reason for my blocks in a sense, what was released can’
t find its way
Person this aimed at will know what I
mean…
Twin
flame energy …
I couldn’t handle it … too intense .. uncontrollable at times .. brutal .. creative in the extreme..
And there’
s where I want
wrong .. had somewhere to channel it before and without that …
…
Strangely feel this is to blame for a lot of things that happened since first lockdown .. which had a
pretty strange timing all things considered …
As I said I couldn’t and sometimes (mostly) can’t deal with it … well I do but it takes a
heavy toll I guess
And that’s why you write .. maybe you did write as before all this and meeting me … maybe it was purely to
troll me .. maybe you know exactly what I’m saying …
Either way also explains why when I agree to
work with spirit .. which you have to … if you want to .. why I was like drawn to energy .., that’
s also before of the questions I found my self left with and that’
s the clever part where my soul is concerned ..
Knows exactly that I’d unearth the reasons as not knowing is worse than the rest of it combined …
Don’t expect many to understand this but then again I didn’t expect to reply to anyone except the person I thought (or maybe not the person I thought) was clearly referencing my good self ..
And yep some days there is a glimmer of hour left … not much .. more of a
shadow of young carefree me