When truths and lies are mixed together, and you can't tell which is which.
Also when reality and unreality are not easy to distinguish, due to you taking a shit ton of hallucinogens, or just having a complete psychotic breakdown.
Doesn't matter what your political views are, we all been purplepilled before.
I took more than enough DMT to kill a horse, and now i'm purplepilled.
a purplepiller means (a) you are sort of aware of that staying on the grid of modern society is a dystopian matrix-like experience but you've not yet resolved how to overcome it, or (b) you are on the fence with regard to redpilled i.e. manosphere ideals, and bluepilled, i.e. western socialist/liberalism ideals.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.
when you're holding up your phone and making faces at it, as though you are taking a selfie, but you're really taking a picture of the person across from you or the wall or anything else that seems interesting but you don't want to be caught dead taking a picture of.
This action is often made more convincing by wiggling the eyebrows or opening the mouth, to pretend you're trying to get a Snapchat filter to work.