Messfucked is a combination of messed up and fucked up. It is a term used when one is feeling emotionally aggrivated, sad, or any other emotion that brings one down.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.