Deadwalk

State of searching for reason to keep living while feeling dead inside; attempting to resist suicidal thoughts.

I don't want to commit suicide, I'm deadwalking instead.

Deadwalk by Deadmarch December 1, 2016

dead walk 

when you get fucked so hard you cant walk

man i got dead walked last night

dead walk by sdjfhasudhfasdhfaasdoifjasd January 18, 2009

Deadwank 

The act of masturbating until near climax, then stopping suddenly.

Danny - I deadwanked over your moms face. She was expecting a cumshot, but was stunlocked by my cock-flop.

Deadwank by totseinfo January 12, 2011