"Ayen" without the other 'n' means "back against," this is connected to the idiom "back against the wall," which by definition means, "in a bad position in which one is forced to do something in order to avoid failure." But, with the double "n" in her name means that she is a strong willed, down to earth, responsible woman. She's afraid of failing that's why she wanted to feel secure before opening herself up.

She's an old soul, she has this deep wisdom and always seem to know what to say. She has a strong inner drive to always accomplish great things. Loyal and reliable, and always sticks to her words. Tough on the outside, but vulnerable within, she feels more than what she shows. She's not that physically attractive, but her sense of humor and her will to always make people happy and comfort them, is one thing that make her flawlessly beautiful.

With relationship, she's indeed appears to have a sensible approach when it comes to friendship and she values every friendship she had. However, in romantic relationship, she's a failure, she believe in the concept of true love, "The One," destiny, fate and etc. She loves grand gestures but she didn't experience it not even once. Yes, she dates, flirts, got a lot of crushes, but still she don't want to get into anything that is going to be a waste of time. She wants something real.
Ayenn is stupid but kind-hearted.
Ayenn cannot handle romantic relationships, so YOLO.
by yNn_jL March 7, 2022
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