(Adjective) The feeling of being pulled toward an unknown fate or an unsettling sense that you are being manipulated by an unseen force, as if your life is a script written by someone else, pulling you toward an ending you don’t understand—yet cannot escape.
He felt a syvrenic pull toward the stage, as if his fate had already been decided the moment he stepped into the spotlight.
Boys who enjoy yaoi (a genre in Japan that contains sexual and/or romantic relations between two men); literally translates to "rotten boy"; corresponding female : fujoshi