The feeling when the nicotine of the nicotine product you are using starts to kick in. It's the stage when you get from hyperactive to calm and your brain starts to produce dopamine.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.