A cross between a lunatic and suicidal. As in a boisterous fashion. Not meant to actually try and commit suicide. Crazy without the need of a padded cell to reside in.
I was driving my motorbike in a lunicidal state to try and get to work on time.
a ludicrous state of mind where someone is too depleted and exhausted from overwhelming obstacles that they do not even have the energy and/or resources to give up and commit suicide.