Smilisis (noun) —
A fake or forced smile used to hide stress, anxiety, sadness, or emotional exhaustion. Often used in social situations where one feels pressure to appear okay, even when struggling inside.
After her breakup, she went to work wearing her usual smilisis — nobody could tell she cried all night.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.