An Estonian surname. It translates to "Wheel smith" in English. Estonia is a small country in Europe that is filled with remarkably beautiful people. They are also known for being introverted.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.