"Nilutpal" literally means 'Blue Lotus'. 'Nil' means 'Blue' and 'Utpal' means 'lotus'. Person with this name are very rare like the blue lotus . They are gentle , sensitive , reliable and trustworthy.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.