When you get anal by your black friend and its so good the dreaded n word slips out.
"Oh white boy, I'm bout to nut."
"Nut a fat warm black load in my prolapsing anus."
"IM BOUT TO NUUT!"
"CUM IN ME MY NIGGA!"
"What did you just say white boy?"
(For the next 7 hours you get violently raped by a angry 6'6 black man with a 9 inch girthy penis)
Its when you Cum/pre-cum Inside yourself and become Gay Which then turns you gay. You also have help with it by getting a handjob from a girl or man. both is very good.
I Cummed/pre-cummed inside of myself Yay!
Man/girl: Awesome, Now do me!
CumInMe Means you have Cummed inside yourself
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.