When someone acts sweet and interested in you, to pull out her magicians hate a fan club of fuckboys who belittle you, your ego, and try to cripple your self awareness of being attractive by believing woman will give you a false sense hope to leave you continuously stood up. It’s quite mercilessly heartless to a experience of understanding some people just get a good laugh and modest entertainment out of your faults, and crippling patronizing self assurance to be assertive again nonetheless.
I don’t know I’m on my pitty party, I thought returning to the places I once adored more than my own home would bring back to voided area I can’t fill in my heart but no one is even the same person or ppl I once knew, but life happens and we all grew... this candycage is a sugar tooth to lost looms.
by Titus dyfilid February 18, 2019