Verse 1
I dunno what I was thinking
Leaving my
child behind
Now, I suffer the curse and now, I am blind
With all this anger, guilt and sadness
Coming to haunt me forever
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
Is this revenge I am seeking
Or seeking someone to avenge me?
Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free
Maybe, I should
chase and find
Before they'll try to stop it
It won't be
long before I'll become a puppet
Chorus
It's been so
long
Since I last have seen my
son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So, I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
Verse 2
I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember
Those
fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justification is killing me but killing isn't justified
What happened to my
son? I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger
I'm sorry, my sweet baby, I wish I'd been there
guy: Verse 1
I dunno what I was thinking
Leaving my
child behind
Now, I suffer the curse and now, I am blind
With all this anger, guilt and sadness
Coming to haunt me forever
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
Is this revenge I am seeking
Or seeking someone to avenge me?
Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free
Maybe, I should
chase and find
Before they'll try to stop it
It won't be
long before I'll become a puppet
Chorus
It's been so
long
Since I last have seen my
son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been
gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So, I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
Verse 2
I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember
Those
fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justification is killing me but killing isn't justified
What happened to my
son? I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger
I'm sorry, my sweet baby, I wish I'd been there
other guy: oh ok