When someone is in a pill induced (Xanax, k-pin) daze, feeling mellow and happy about anything and everything going up, in the meantime not really knowing what is actually going on.
When you fail at something in life (eg. failing an exam or not getting a job), go home and spend an hour just standing in the shower, propping yourself up against the wall with your eyes on your feet.
Caleb knew the only thing to do after he didnt get prefect was take a failure shower.