Denying something so much to others or yourself, that you act in the opposite way to what you really want, so much so that you start to actually change how you felt about it originally.
Donald Trump was in passionate love with Kim Jong Un, but he was in hyperdenial, so became President purely to nuke North Korea.
Boys who enjoy yaoi (a genre in Japan that contains sexual and/or romantic relations between two men); literally translates to "rotten boy"; corresponding female : fujoshi
May I have an order of regular degular buttermilk pancakes? Without all the added jazz? Hold the blueberry smiley face, strawberry glaze, chocolate chips and whipped cream.