A combination of the words access and hack, or h4x0r. This would be used by 1337 persons preventing a h4x0r from cheating them in a video game, such as Counter Strike.
h4x0r: I'm gonna h4x0r into his comput0r and get that n00b!
teh 1337 player: No! h4x355 (haxess) denied! lolllolololololollolol!!!!1!1
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.