melandonia- The depressing, hopeless feeling of losing someone you
love, forever. Whether it be a friend that has been cut out of your life, or a loved
one who is now but a memory. This feeling hits you with the realization
like a train, and once it happens there is no turning back, there is only “brace for impact.” The
pain is so apparent that it is no longer a feeling but an entity begging for attention, a habit that must be satisfied. Your life prior to this loss is over, and your future is forever changed, for the worse. Coping is not an option, it is not pleasant, you must drag on miserably until there is no
one left to remember the
one you loved, or even you.
The melandonia was much worse at night, with the gaping
hole of loss in my
chest and nothing left but
darkness to swallow me, I truly understood what loss was.