Adjective derived from comic bookauthor Frank Miller, Millerized denotes having been rendered darker and grittier, especially applicable when needlessly so.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.