RBBSA is a type of "bisexuallity" were you find physical attraction to both genders but only sexual attraction to the same gender, often you will prefer to go out with the same gender but could happily go out with the opposite (although opposite probably wont work out as well). You only have sexual desire for the same gender so the thought of sex with the opposite one is not wanted.
In short you can happily date both gender but can only have sex or sexual touching (not involving kissing) with the same gender
A gay-asexual is a person that is attracted to a person of the same gender, but does not have any desire to have any sexual connection..
James loves John in a deep affectionate emotional bond, however James does not have the desire to have sexual relations with John. James craves the love he receives from John through hugs, cuddles and spending time together. Therefore James is gay-asexual.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.