In June of 2018, well known streamer, Destiny or Steven Bonnell, ii would consume 10.5 grams of psilocybin, a psychedelic
mushroom with a goal of experiencing what is known as "ego death" for the first time with a professional trip sitter, his friend Reckful, and Reckful's ex,
Becca. The event took place at Reckful's apartment on his
couch. Because of the extremely large dose of psilocybin Destiny took the trip was much more powerful than he ever could imagine, He ended up surpassing what is known as "ego death" and started to feel
like he was a part of Reckful rather than his own self. Along with this, his perception of time slowed down and he described it as "being trapped on Reckful's
couch for thousands of years". In the footage that was recorded of his trip, Destiny would ask a questions and than ask the same question seconds later, but after Destiny watched the footage he said that in between those questions, it had felt
like years of time had passed on Reckful's couch. Later on in the trip he asked if he could go to the bathroom and Reckful helped him up and to the bathroom, Destiny was nervous to look in the
mirror as he felt maybe he would actually see Reckful rather than himself in the
mirror which was terrifying to Destiny, but after looking in the
mirror he was relieved that it was himself in the reflection. Destiny's goal going into the trip was not to have a
good, or fun trip, it was to have a new experience that would change the way he thought about life.