a soyllama is an entity dipped throughout hills of screaming hands and sugar-coated aeroplanes filled with mature girls and boys waiting for their dooms/sakiicouture/an imagining of your liking
no person has ever encountered a soyllama, so it cannot be described
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.