you are SO bored you have already typed qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm, mnbvcxzlkjhgfdsapoiuytrewq and qazwsxedcrfvtgbyhnujmikolp. so you type the letters in a diagonal criss cross pattern in a desperate attempt to grasp freedom. but after all that you are still bored. so stop reading this and get on with your life.
you can only use this in a sentence if you have reached the limit of boredom, gone crazy and are talking to yourself.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.