When you feel deeply in your heart that you are different from all other people and believe the reason is because you are actually a descendant from Panda Bears or any other type of Bear. Instead of your primitive ancestors being apes, you believe you are the offspring of millions of years of evolution originating with a Panda.
-"You're really weird.. You know that right"
-"Yes I know I’m weird, it's because I’m actually a Pandasapian"
-"That actually answers a lot"
The type of person that no one can stand, but are ultimately accepted into the group because of their skill. Often times are an annoying person that very few can tolerate. Despite how toxic they can be, Pandanators are renowned for being one of the best gamers in a friend group and this sheer fact often outweighs their toxicity. Pandanators are especially known for causing internal chaos. Pandanators are truly a force to be reckoned with.
"I have a guy we can invite to the party, but he's a real Pandanator if you catch my drift."
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.