noun: that's a negative mood/ feeling
meaning feeling mad, furious, and unsatisfying, feeling them in your heart, brain, and hands. It seems that you are going to destroy something to express your badness.
Roysito is having a feeling of idfuesbon, so he destroy his newly brought macbook pro.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.