A state of low-grade, grinding depression mixed with boredom, fatigue, and emotional numbness often shaped by systemic stress, daily micro-burdens, and the feeling of being stuck in a loop. Not dramatic sadness, just heavy, flat, and draining. African American depression. Black folks only experience, type shit
Example:
“Woke up tired, unmotivated, scrolling for no reason just bahpressed.”
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.