Realltsre is a word my dumb friend made up because she didn't know how to spell the common word, "really". Realltsre is the word you use to describe how dumb a person really is.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.