The feeling that many people with depression
get when they feel like they finally see the world as it is, like the veil of
ignorance has been lifted from their eyes, and they see it as if everyone who is happy is just blissfully ignorant and fooling themselves, and that they've uncovered the unfortunate
truth.
"I wish I could go back to when I was a child and didn't know
anything about the world. I used to be all about seeking the
truth, no matter how much it hurts y'know, like taking the Red Pill over the Blue Pill, but, now it hurts so much that it almost
feels like I Overdosed on the Red Pill"