Optessimistic 

It’s both optimistic and pessimistic

Optessimistic way

Optessimistic by NoneNickname January 9, 2018

Optessimist

1. Being in-between: not fully a pessimist, and not fully an optimist either; the sweet spot.

Davis: "I know, I'm such a pessimist."

Kat: "I'm an optessimist, so sometimes I'll think that everything I do is wrong, but other times I'll just be happy for the future and what comes next. Beat that."

Optessimist by nesbolin! April 18, 2011