The original poster is obviously not part of the "grammerpolice" due to his misspelling of "grammar" and his lack of a space between grammer and police.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.