This is a variation on "experience". Often used by bigots, to insult or degrade an individual, or a group of people, that they deem inferior. Usually this word is used in a hostile manner, which is simultaneously somewhat nonsensical or completely irrational.
Angry, that he couldn't get a stranger online to agree to his sexual advances, the bitter half-wit sent an angry message: "You women are objects of lust and spirince how can a man object"
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.