The expression of visible fear. Comes from a line in Macbeth where the title character shouts at a terrified servant arriving to inform him that the EnglishArmy have been sighted marching towards the castle.
"The Devil Damn Thee Black, thou cream-faced loon! Where got'st thou that goose look?"
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.