Granionen refers to the sun's light on cold days when its brightness is undeniable, but its warmth feels distant or absent. It embodies the paradox of beauty and coldness coexisting, often seen during winter months when the sun shines brightly but does little to alleviate the chill in the air. The term can also be used metaphorically to describe moments of hope or warmth that are present but don’t fully comfort or support, much like the sun on a freezing day.
"The granionen of the morning sky bathed the snowy field in light, but the biting wind reminded everyone that warmth was still far off."
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.
when you're holding up your phone and making faces at it, as though you are taking a selfie, but you're really taking a picture of the person across from you or the wall or anything else that seems interesting but you don't want to be caught dead taking a picture of.
This action is often made more convincing by wiggling the eyebrows or opening the mouth, to pretend you're trying to get a Snapchat filter to work.