Blubernumb means you’re so in love with someone your whole body just goes paralysed and you get goosebumps and from the thought of them you get butterflies and your whole world goes completely silent
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.