4•11•2018
Great friend and also very cute and short and adorable! Aaralyn can be a great source of comfort and confidence and will always worry about your wellbeing!
12•11•2019
So three months ago, she dumped me. Um, there wasn’t any warning and she just sent a text. So
it’s all over for me now, she got together with this other guy right after and, it hurts. But
it’s all good, a few days ago she told me she didn’t like him anymore and broke it off, but that was just a trick so yea she’s still dating him and uh, it’s been tough. Life’s not bad at all, I’m still not over her but y’know, keep going. I mean, he laughs at me every time he sees me, but I just play along, it’s hurts less this way and I’m still obsessed with her but it’s alright.
You know, I still have internet, get to watch videos, staying up until 4:30am crying,
playing games, it’s really not bad when you think about it, but um, I’m still hurt. I’m just trying to play it off, act like I’m unfazed by being cold to her, I keep calling her a liar and I guess it’s kinda true but in a way, it’s really my fault but y’know, you live and you learn but um, except I didn’t really learn, I just got hurt but it’s ok. I’ve tried rekindling it between us, but uh, I seem to always ruin it. You know, have to focus on
the big picture don’t get caught up you know, and I just can’t seem to let her go but deep down, I know it’s too late so uh, it’s fine. Don’t worry.
I’ll be ok.
