Hi Roj how is it going. It looks to me you are making a mess of things.
Please stop blaming me coz you know that is out of my area of expertise but, now I am coping until I get experience.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.