Goose-stepping is when in a sport a leg is kicked up and the other leg goes back in order to confuse opposing players and throw off their focus on their target
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.