It's a word that doesn't exist. If you're looking for this word from that deep English terminology phrase, good job on being inquisitive enough to try and understand what it means.
Me: I hate people who use deep English just to make us feel intoxicated by exuberance of verbosity betaprutal contraption.
Dummy: Word.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.